This about page is a brief yet personal and as honest a perspective of who I am on many fundamental levels. I created this website so I could speak freely about various creative subjects without risking my YouTube channel over anything that can be misconstrued or deemed inflammatory due to platform policies. America has a nasty talent for building people up to only enjoy in the most immature ways to watch them fall. I have been a scapegoat several times in my life for things I had nothing to do with—hard life lessons. Some incidents were not short-term pains; some cost me months in my youth when others lied about me to fulfill their twisted desire to remove me from the sport I loved.

I saw firsthand the vindictive and malicious motivations of such people when they wanted to paint me as a monster. I learned that association alone can be misleading and that people will lie to get what they want. It taught me that it is better to be an honest man and focus on my own development, which got me to college through hard work and determination. Real friends don't betray each other, especially when there's no financial motivation or legitimate criminal cause involved.

I state such things to make a point: not once in my life have I actively sought to hinder someone’s personal or financial growth like some spoiled child with a badge. I know accidents happen, but not when they become habitual and cause others vast amounts of personal time and energy. I am not a public figure, and I do not find the invasion of people’s personal lives amusing, regardless of their values.

There are references here that those in the competitive sports world will recognize. If you haven't been in the arena yourself, some context may not be immediately clear. The next sentence is a complex classical metaphor. The conversation below is not about breaking rank in the phalanx of intellectual ideas, like some peacock in the ideological gender wars of stupidity. I do have my grievances, but that is not the purpose of what follows.

When sports refuse to stand up to toxic lifestyles that threaten the longevity of the sport, it becomes a business problem. The natural order is being distorted by those with dishonorable intentions—a sickness created by those who wish to destroy the foundation of what makes democracy flourish: logic, reason, and common sense for the general population.

I believe doing the work is important, shortcuts are for those fake alphas using chemical cocktails like steroids. I am not talking about bodybuilders, God only knows what they are taking to look like human gorillas... If someone wants to legally take vast amounts of drugs from doctors to look massive for the theater screen or to wrestle for entertainment, that is their business, not mine. I want nothing to do with the toxic individuals and clandestine groups of clowns with fanny packs and horns on their heads—social police—who intentionally try to ruin people’s lives for their sick entertainment. They’re basically monsters in digital form that I have firsthand experience dealing with. Despite this, I do occasionally watch those events on the net and in the theater, supporting their lifestyles. And sometimes I watch for educational purposes; lessons on what not to do with my life for money. I want to be crystal clear on this matter, because I and everyone else who watches such events fuels that entertainment.

My issue is with those who knowingly cheat drug testing procedures in clean sports. Cheaters in Olympic-type sports always get caught, eventually. I was in the USADA drug testing pool for roughly a decade. I earned that right by being ranked top 100 in the world in my event. The reality of true sports is that they have drug testing procedures in place to educate athletes to the best of the program’s ability, to protect their health and longevity.

I grew up competing in a clean sport. I started at a very early age and was training seriously by age 13-14 years old. When I was in high school, other kids went on dates and had normal social lives. I was at practice, preparing for the college arena. I wanted to be a part of a team that had the potential to go all the way—to be National Champions. I never took a shortcut. I was one of the top recruits in the nation in my sport. My grades were average because I was too tired to care. And contrary to popular stereotypical theatrical nonsense, the student athlete is typically smarter than the average college graduate, because they have to maintain passing grades to compete. Most Ivy League colleges like Stanford blew me off when they saw my scores, as if my IQ could be summed up in an SAT score at 18 years old. Stanford did not waste its time on me, and rightly so. Every college sports program is a business, and in the end I wanted to go to a school that had the best chance of winning an NCAA Division I title. Strategically, I made the right call and I did not get a free ride through school. I had to make sacrifices to get there, to be there, and to graduate.

I was saddened by the reports from the last few Olympic ‘shows’ showing how ridiculous, petty, and shallow some athletes could stoop to win. Then again large sums of money are involved, billions of dollars in marketing campaigns, athlete endorsements, etc. It is a sick joke in my eyes as the best athletes do not always win. In the end, it is not about national pride, it’s about propaganda and money [They think this is a joke]. We should be promoting healthy human habits. I say make a simple time standard per event, let all participate that can qualify, regardless of country. Only those that win medals should bear the name Olympian in the title. Let the best compete, to hell with the country-of-origin nonsense. It does not make sense to spend billions on events that would benefit from a larger field of higher-caliber athletes.

Non-profit organizations are not able to adhere to Ancient Greek standards because they are desperate to fill their cultural quota.

The Ancient Greeks would be ashamed of what it has become. In ancient times they used to shame their cheaters for a reason, but today we defend them. I am genuinely appalled that so many people, descendants of Greek democracy in high ranking positions cater to such sick and misguided values. It is a disgrace. I will not dishonor almighty Zeus, nor all those that have been sacrificed on a false altar for concepts not even remotely Greek in nature. The mythology of history we know of would never have played along with the political clowns who abuse science for theatrical chaos and marketing. This is not some satire, a dark twisted comedy, a joke. This is not Greek theater. There was a reason the Greeks feared upsetting the gods pretending to be something they were not.

Non-profit organizations have problems recruiting good to excellent leaders that can push the sport to the next level with real competitive income. The only way to make certain Olympic sports professional beyond college is to introduce legal gambling to fund such events. This would allow a sport to create professional teams that can actually sustain themselves with the right business model. Most of the Olympic events can not survive using the same old event line up in a professional league. They fail time and time again when they have all the right ingredients to make them profitable and legal. They can not be that crass.

There is not a single human [a so-called Olympian] in the 1936 Berlin Olympics who could actually beat me in any event at the end of 2025, and I would not be the only one. This includes Jessie Owens, who was 50+ lbs lighter than me. The average NFL running back today would beat Jessie Owens in practice. Our general fitness today is superhuman compared to those in 1936. This is not about cheating, this is about common sense, and general understanding of the human body. Few people realize how much effort goes into training for events at such a high level, work that requires an IQ well above 85 to manage the complex training protocols, strategy, and recovery—especially as we get older. My ego does not need to be satisfied by such theatrics today—maybe when I was younger. Besides, who am I trying to impress? If I were to compare my younger self to me today, it would not even be a contest. I am not calling all those who test positive cheaters; sometimes honest mistakes happen but those are few and far between.

My Body Weight: (It takes years to put on healthy, well-conditioned muscle for performance).

High School: 170-185 lbs College: 190-205 lbs (2 workouts just about every day 6,000+ calories) (Heavy Cardio) Adult Muscle: 205-230 lbs General Training Weight: 215-220 lbs

The current Olympic system is unbalanced, too many sports have children competing: especially gymnastics and ice skating, where the physics of a 13- to 16-year-old female can easily outperform a female 18+. I have absolutely no desire to train for or to be a part of that Olympic “show and pony race” marketed toward humans in their 20s. I still take my training seriously and understand the full complexity of how the Olympic system works. In my eyes, the amount of training does not even remotely equal the reward of putting food on the table. Besides there are more avenues today to generating real income in the fitness arena than ever before.

My remaining athletic goals can be achieved on YouTube at my pace while I pursue other life goals. One can continue to improve in speed and strength with the proper training cycle, depending on the event. I am fitter and faster now than I was in college; training for a team sport sometimes forces one to sacrifice their individual talent. That is the reality of a true team sport. I am not going back to a theater campaign [Uncle Sam] like I was at Auburn—to be a team mascot, a second-tiered athlete, a pace horse, a joke for everyone’s amusement behind the scenes. I was an Olympic Trials Finalist at 20 years old, before my best team years at Auburn University. I loved my AU team like family, but extended family does not always see one’s full potential due to social and financial environments of a college team.

In general, most people and even doctors in sports have a hard time knowing the difference between somebody on performance-enhancing drugs vs someone traditionally trained without looking at their blood work. I say this, because occasionally I get accused by random people in the gym who have no idea WTF they are doing. Not once in my entire life have I taken performance-enhancing drugs to win anything. Nor did I ever fail a blood test while in the USADA drug testing pool.

But if some clown out there wants to give me a free battery of blood tests to verify I am clean of both disease and performance-enhancing drugs, it will not be at my expense. I have plenty of current and prior blood test results to prove such claims. This is Not a joke. It is a Federal Offense [a serious federal offense with prison time.] to have one’s blood work altered or changed for any reason which can hurt, endanger, or possibly kill the patient. The only thing I think works in favor of healthy sport performance is stem cells—for injuries and rehabilitating joints, if one can afford it. I do not play games with my life for a moment of glory in the arena. Some might think that moment to be worth it, but they would be mistaken.

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